It was in the late 1980’s, unbeknown to myself at that time I was heading into full realization of truth. Life was pretty good, my creativity was at its “peak” in my then “profession” and my life was clear, clean and vibrant. Personally, I had all I could ever want and need on a human level. A beautiful woman whom I loved completely, two children that I adored and enjoyed fully and a successful career.
It was at this time I was abruptly awakened to a profound love of God or Truth. Mystical experiences were everyday occurrences for most of my life but I was yet to discover that at the root of these experiences, a tidal wave of change was heading my way, that would rock my world and everyone in it - a quake off the Richter scale of my current experience.
It was during one of these mystical experiences that I observed many people “walking” into my Being. There were faces from many different cultures, I felt them deep inside of me as they entered.
A few days later, mega earthquakes struck San Francisco. During this time, unexpectedly, I realized the “Self” and drowned in the great beyond, only to come fully awake and alive in a new human vehicle of consciousness. To others I may have looked the same, but I was utterly changed. I still had the capacity to reflect off the past but none of it was me.
A wave of new conscious awareness had claimed the old form of me and destroyed any image or identification with those images. A new Being, with a new Life emerged out of that destruction. A Being that no longer fragmented neither pain or love. All human pain was my pain, all human love was my love, felt completely through my body with no need to reject, hold onto, close down, or even understand.
When a human being suffers, we all suffer. When a human being loves, we all love. All people are birthed through your body and all people die into and through your body. Your human body is not your body as we know it, it’s a planetary body, giving birth to the universe, creating it now, ever growing in radiant aware consciousness, both formed and formless.